22. Mak ayah dah balik, Yeah !!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t
Pasal apa happy mak ayah dah balik? Sebab saya takde lah asyik makan goreng2 ja.
Owh mak saya pergi honeymoon di Cameron Highland meninggalkan daku dirumah kesepian *uhukuhuk* -,-" selama 3 hari.
So agak kuruslah sikit badan saya. Mana ada selera makan makanan masak sendiri. Tau ja laa saya ni kan 'pandai sangat nak masak nya'. So masak suka hati rasa pon menyakitkan hati *geram*
So kepada gades2 luar sana so kita kenelah pandai masak eik. Jangan jadi macam saya umo 20 nanti baru nak belajaq.
Tadi pon dah request macam2 kat mak. Antara rendang or kari dan semestinya saya pilih kari. Sebab saya lauk yang berkuah.
Malam tadi dah bantai makan jagung rebus. Kecik kecik ja mak beli, comel betul macam saya, eh..ehh. hahaha. Sebab jagung tu kecik kecik macam babycorn so saya makan 3. Saya bukan lah pengemar jagung tapi dia punya manis pergh, teringat kenangan silam di sekolah Lela. Biasa lah sekolah pertanian. Jagung ni macam perkara biasa jew kat sekolah tu. Nak makan ambil ja. Tapi with permission laa, kang jadi haram pulak kang. Jagungnya manis gigaa..
Lepas ni nak rebus keledek pulak even saya nak makan keledek bakar. Tapi tak tau nak bakar kat mana. Biasalah duduk taman perumahan. Open-burning is not allowed. Kutahan sahaja nafsu ku nak makan keledek bakar, rebus pon rebuslah. Janji keledek jugak.

Okeh laa, pasai saya part 2 pulak akan ada. Tapi tak tau nak publish bila. Okeh thank for the reading. Bye.
Assalamualaikum.

21. Pasal saya #part1

Assalamualaikum wbt.
Tengok, kita still lagi nak bercerita, tapi kali nik nak bagi tau pasal  perangai sebenar Ashu.
Saya baru berusia 18 tahun (bulan lapan ni masuk 19) still young and muda belia *muda sangat*
Born at ShahAlam and now live at NegeriSembilan. Saya anak bongsu dari 6 beradik. That y mengelarkan diri sendiri Ashu. Now study at Melaka for 3 years if Allah will. Very indipendence. Sebab masa from4 dah keluaq rumah. Love to talk sebab tu pernah ada citacita nak jadi lawyer but my result SPM tak mengizinkan. Tu jaa kot.

Oh yeah, even my parents from NegeriSembilan but me don't know loghat NegeriSembilan. Haha.
Kalau balik kampung and have some conversation my my granny saya suka suruh abang saya jadi jurubahasa sebab kadang2 saya tak paham apa wan saya cakap. But only the simple word macam den, buaq apo, dokeq mano tu paham lagi laa.

One more, Ashu hate to be to feminin. I hate pink even my thing banyak warna pink. I love blue colour and red. Tak suka nampak to manja but if i with my close friend i will be too gediks and manja's sesangat sampai tak lalu nak layan, haha *gelak manja*
Tapi Bellaa cakap saya sedikit kejantanan sebab agak kasar perilakunya and selalu tak kesah apa orang pikir pasal dreesup saya. Even kalau pergi kelas pon saya pakai t-shirt with jeans even my course yang saya amek kat U tidak membenarkan memakai dress code sebegitu.
Benci orang kaki mencarut and kalau tengok perempuan lawa mencarut i always said (sayang muka cantekk but mulut macam mintak cabai jaa) sebab saya tak suka orang mencarut, so saya pon tak suka mencarut.
Kuat perasan sebab sapa lagi nak puji diri saya kalau bukan saya. Sikap ini menyebabkan member tak suka puji, jikalau terlepas memuji beliau akan menyesal dikemudian hari sebab dapat member kuat perasan nih, haha
Cepat suka kat orang, pantang nampak laki hensem semua saya suka. Suka je laa, bukan suka yang lovey-dovey tu. Suka yang macam "sukanya tengok mamat hensem tu" macam tu lah.
Kuat mengusik, pantang kalau bosan jer memang member jadi mangsa laa. Takpon family yang jadi mangsa.
Cakap lepas, ni sikap buruk sikit. Sebab tu tak ramai kawan sangat. Sebab i love to talk so i love to talk what going in my mind. Kadang2 mak pon marah, nyela cakap tak pikir perasaan orang lain. But y have to change what i have been.

Also i love novel, but i not attract with lovey-dovey stuff. GELI!!
From school live until now my new campus life people always said im heartless. Tengok cerita sedih, cheq sebuk ketawa. Tengok cerita jiwang, cheq tayang buka straight. Lagi satu benci gila lagu jiwang2 zaman dolu2. Ayat jiwang tak hengat *mengeletis* sebab tu fail nak pujuk2 orang nih. Nak merajuk pon tak ngeti apatah lagi nak  pujuk orang, its was not me.
Mereka selalu habaq, "hang tak bercinta lagi. Nanti dah bercinta hang lagi jiwang dari kami" me nak jiwang? Sooooo funny laa weh. Even kalau lelaki yang Ashu suka pon still layan macam kawan biasa. Macam mana layan kawan perempuan macam tu jugak laa layan depa, cuma lebih garang kot? Haha

Tu jaa kot, takpa part 2 bakal menyusul. Banyak lagi nak crita nih. bye2
Assalamualaikum.

20. Don't blame me..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t
Long time no.see guys. Rindu pulak hati kita bila dah beberapa hari tak publish new entry *baget retis* haha
Sekarang dah start mid sem break, hope my result nanti keluar memberangsangkan hati dan mood masuk studi ku..
FYI i have close friend at uitm, but not anymore. Macam mana nak habaq eik? We have argue about something and her heart get hurt. Maybe its my fault. Biasa laa kita kenkadang tak sedar what we said to other. Sedar2 je orang tu dah sakit hati. My bad yaww..
Bukan tak penah nak mintak maaf, but tau je la im not type of person yg pandai nak memujuk. But i try my best, leave a message said sorry but her never reply.
I know her not my only friend dekat uitm tu, but dia jaa yang saya rapat and take all my bad side without doubt. But sabar seseorang ada batasnya. Dia bukan malaikat yg always boleh bersabar.

Okeh tu satu hal. Ni yang lagi satu tak boleh nak elak ialah mak sekarang dah berkobar2 nak ajar anak bongsu dia nak jadi macam Anne Olson.
Meaning nak ajaq anak dia pandai masak. Pantang takde kerja mak panggil angkut masuk dapur. Macam takde kerja lain jaa. FYI i know how to cook. But only the simple dishes je la, takat goreng2 and masak sambal memang tutup mata laa *perasan*
Tapi selalu ngelat jugak laa, bukan malas tapi malas nak fight dengan mak dekat dapur. Kalau dapur tu sejuk takpe la jugak. Nanti gaduh2 tak sedaq dah tertumbuk mak tak ker naya, tak pasai pasai dapat pangkat anak derhaka. So perkara ni sebolehnya dielakkan. But i have made a promise, i will learn if my age 20. Ala sweet2 nak belajar laa tu, kot2 masa tu dah gatai nak kawen takde lah lupa resepi memasak tu, haha *gelak gatai*

Okeh, tu je kot nak cite. Tapi tak tu la sat lagi dalam 5 minit ada another story. Sebab Ashu banyak bende nak cakap. Sejak takde kawan ni, takde member nak berkongsi rasa. So siapa nak jadi kawan Ashu jangan segan la. Pegi je la kat banner fb tu tau. I'Allah saya approve. Lelagi perempuan, lagilah saya suka :) *kenyet mata*
Assalamualaikum..

Ps: please pray for our friendship will long lasting and become back to normal.

19. THANK GOD I STILL ALIVE TODAY.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

for this entry i will full type in English. im sorry if my Gramma is broken and i use MANGLISH. im not good in English after all. but this entry i will try my best..so enjoy the post.

after all i still breath until now..thank to god, Alhamdulillah,,

soo, now im in holiday mood.  Not exactly holiday coz i have last paper in 14 April..  After that i have freedom, good-bye part 1, come to mamma part 2, if i dont have to repeat any paper for the next sem. Pray for me..

For this whole time i at Uitm campus Alor Gajah, it quite interesting.  i get lot of fun, meet with new friends, lot-lot of friend..also date with a new guy, haha. this always girls will do if they at new place.haha.

but until now i dont have any special boyfriend because they not interested with me, so pity-of-me ;'(

at Melaka i meet new BFF, her name Siti Nadia binti Ngatiran. i hope i spell it correct.

her is hot-tempered girl, but she is nice girl.. always help me if have problem, not only in education, also if i have financial problem her also will help me, and she hate the people call her GEMOK's . haha :D

i always tease her because she look like little girl for me. haha.  she shorter than me. 

but she more matured than me, she always act like-a-mommy, for me.always bullied me, because she said may attitude just like a kid. hey. im 18teen okeh, not 8 years old.. 

then i meet him :D Mr C. the kind man that i ever meet..he very soft-spoken guy coz he voice so slow in-other-words he volume of voice so slow..even when i talk to him i have to make him talk more louder. he so caring, i hope he will continued studies at Melaka coz i want he always with me. always !

that all for today, last but not least my friend Noor Sollehaa was getting married in this friday, pray for her that the ceremony going well and the her and the future husband will get BARAKHA until JANNAH. Amin. Let's pray for her and me save in journey to-go-Johor , WEEEEE !!

bye, Assalamualaikum

p/s: wanna buy new fone. what kind of fone i should buy?any ideas?leave the comment :D